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i guess we cant really let the past go without thinking about it again, i’m a Kampong Boy, raise in a very moderate family, playing any traditional games that most kids would play in a kampung everyway in Sabah. my brother just mention that he remembered the way that they played to pass their times when their little kids, what seems to be boring today was the most fun things that they do at their times then. running around playing ‘polis sentri’, ‘batu seremban’, ‘guli’, ‘hide and seek’ all was a good things happen to them, relationship with friends strenghens and so many experience can be shared with them. my times as kids has no different than them, i also got the chance to play most of the things they do. at that time, my house dont really have all the entertainment, and the only way to make use of my times are by playing with all the neighbours friends. we went to a so called jungle, eating wild grown fruits, catching fish our bare hands, swimming, until late evening. well that’s kids right? not knowing when to go back home. well of course at that time technology doesn’t give any impact at the daily life and we doest feel anything at that time, but as we get older we forget the sweetness of that time, we become to constructed and we grown up to take daily expectation, we become less free and have to do jobs and forgot about it. either ways, its good sometimes to think and remember that time and let your mind free a little wild, do something childish sometimes to make your inner-self shine through….

   i guess we cant really let the past go without thinking about it again, i’m a Kampong Boy, raise in a very moderate family, playing any traditional games that most kids would play in a kampung everyway in Sabah. my brother just mention that he remembered the way that they played to pass their times when their little kids, what seems to be boring today was the most fun things that they do at their times then. running around playing ‘polis sentri’, ‘batu seremban’, ‘guli’, ‘hide and seek’ all was a good things happen to them, relationship with friends strenghens and so many experience can be shared with them. my times as kids has no different than them, i also got the chance to play most of the things they do. at that time, my house dont really have all the entertainment, and the only way to make use of my times are by playing with all the neighbours friends. we went to a so called jungle, eating wild grown fruits, catching fish our bare hands, swimming, until late evening. well that’s kids right? not knowing when to go back home. well of course at that time technology doesn’t give any impact at the daily life and we doest feel anything at that time, but as we get older we forget the sweetness of that time, we become to constructed and we grown up to take daily expectation, we become less free and have to do jobs and forgot about it.

either ways, its good sometimes to think and remember that time and let your mind free a little wild, do something childish sometimes to make your inner-self shine through….

    hey! i havent been blogging for a long time… its been like three weeks since my last entry on this blog, so many things happen to me, its like the time travels so fast that i cant control it. twelve hours seems to be like 6 hours.. god i wish i can have more that 24 hours a day.. hahaha

    as u know i’ve entered UiTM last 23rd december last year and it’s like heave and hell to me… back when I did my MMS with all my friends, its like i never get enough rest at all, we have to wake up early in the morning and mostly do the same thing all day!!!! its quite boring actually but, towards the end of the program, it’s like i wanted it to be longer.. i guess thats what you called love and hate relationship… hahahaha….

   what’s make me sad is that… i can’t online frequently as i can before… my day is filled with works. activities etc etc… and god! my eyes feels like its gonna explode!!!

   the assignments?? some are good and some are so bad. i guess i have problem in CTU!!!! hehehe its because i’m not that good with religious things!! someone?? can u help me???

    most of my classmates are younger than me, fortunately some are older than me, but its cool to be older.. hehehe who say??? when you’re old but ur personalities still like a bunch of crappy teenagers?? what’s the points with that.

   i’m so happy that there a sabahan people here in malacca with me that i can talk back i’m my own mother tounge, hehehehe, my malay accent is so bad, that its hard for me to talk to them.. but.. hopefully i can speak with them… okay later on i’ll tell you about me being here okay… later guys!!!!!

  today i’m very tired, i went to KOTA KINABALU to complete my registration. i got there about 7.30 ++ am in the morning, and came home around 6 pm in the evening. right now i’m kinda tired hahaha but still got the chance to blog…

  there i saw alot of people (like i never seen before lol), the funny thing is, altough there alot of human, too little communication.. i.e, when i was on the on the door, this person just with some kind of weird expression just slammed the door and i dont know why, where is the respect that u once been told to do so before?

  i guess there’s no harm in doing so right? is it hard to even smile back to a person? hopefully i’ll will not change to that kinda person.. okay enough…. chaow

Halooo what’s up? Hey haven’t been writing for awhile, well I’ve been busy with a lot of things and also I ran out of ideas to write, pardon me for that.

The thing is, I’ll be continuing my studies, I’m going to study for my ‘diploma’, hurmm I guess that all I can do right now in reaching my dream. I did take my STPM last year but, due to my answer the exam (which is super bad) I didn’t pass it with good result. At times I felt so incompetent how can I have such bad result? Come to think that it was my very own fault for playing and leaving my revision behind. So by getting my chance to continue my study is such a blessing for me. With what I accomplish in my SPM before I manage to get it. Although I’ll been like wasted my one and half year before I’m so grateful that I manage to get this, I hope that I’ll will be doing my best in this. I really don’t have any idea in what I’ll be facing in this first term but hopefully I get pass it. Ok? So please wish me the good times there and please once and a while remind me for what I’m supposed to do there.

I remembered, I joined friendster for about 3 years ago, at that time I was a very naïve and easy to be influence kind of teenagers, why I say this? Its because I really don’t know what’s is the real reason for me to register here, slowly I found that I can make a lot of friends here, I met a lot of different personalities here, some are very happy, easygoing and sometimes nuts. And to have a lot of friends really showed me how life is very large itself, you’ll meet with so much people and the way to blend is to go with the flow and take you where it should be.

Hehehe, I know I really don’t have any idea in what blogs suppose to be, but I think that it is my way of expressing my opinions and trying to make other understand who I am inside what I think about things etc.

Recently Britney released her most anticipated album titled ‘black out’ well I did manage to listen some of the tracks for her latest album and must I say, even though right now she in a rollercoaster and troublesome period, she really can sing and this album proved that she has what it that’s to be a real entertainer. If only she can pull herself together, then her career can be on top again. Amongst the song in there, what I love the most is ‘gimmie more’, ‘perfect lover’, ‘piece of me’ and ‘radar’ so if you had the chance to hear it, I bet it will not be a waste of time

Hey that’s all. Thanks for reading…. later

            Halooo what’s up? Hey haven’t been writing for awhile, well I’ve been busy with a lot of things and also I ran out of ideas to write, pardon me for that.

The thing is, I’ll be continuing my studies, I’m going to study for my ‘diploma’, hurmm I guess that all I can do right now in reaching my dream. I did take my STPM last year but, due to my answer the exam (which is super bad) I didn’t pass it with good result. At times I felt so incompetent how can I have such bad result? Come to think that it was my very own fault for playing and leaving my revision behind. So by getting my chance to continue my study is such a blessing for me. With what I accomplish in my SPM before I manage to get it. Although I’ll been like wasted my one and half year before I’m so grateful that I manage to get this, I hope that I’ll will be doing my best in this. I really don’t have any idea in what I’ll be facing in this first term but hopefully I get pass it. Ok? So please wish me the good times there and please once and a while remind me for what I’m supposed to do there.

I remembered, I joined friendster for about 3 years ago, at that time I was a very naïve and easy to be influence kind of teenagers, why I say this? Its because I really don’t know what’s is the real reason for me to register here, slowly I found that I can make a lot of friends here, I met a lot of different personalities here, some are very happy, easygoing and sometimes nuts. And to have a lot of friends really showed me how life is very large itself, you’ll meet with so much people and the way to blend is to go with the flow and take you where it should be.

Hehehe, I know I really don’t have any idea in what blogs suppose to be, but I think that it is my way of expressing my opinions and trying to make other understand who I am inside what I think about things etc.

Recently Britney released her most anticipated album titled ‘black out’ well I did manage to listen some of the tracks for her latest album and must I say, even though right now she in a rollercoaster and troublesome period, she really can sing and this album proved that she has what it that’s to be a real entertainer. If only she can pull herself together, then her career can be on top again. Amongst the song in there, what I love the most is ‘gimmie more’, ‘perfect lover’, ‘piece of me’ and ‘radar’ so if you had the chance to hear it, I bet it will not be a waste of time

Hey that’s all. Thanks for reading…. later

hehehe howdy… i truly dont know what else to write… what do people usually penned in their blog anyway…. it seem my blog is like my open dairy that i wanna people to know what i been up to these days… lol.. so what.. i guess letting unknown people to know what you do its fun… heheh al least they dont bite me back( hope so~~~)

anyway… examination is winding down in ipta right now… so to all whose exam is still running don’t worry it will be end soon.. and welcome a pretty long holliday, hey! having like 2 month holliday is pretty cool right, but for me, i guess i have a lot of hollidays that i got bored of it…….

recently i watch an anime that is final fantasy unlimited.. i know its kinda old anime but it just aired in malaysia’s television, so what i’m trying to say is, its kinda fun, its filled with fantasy and u wouldn’t wanna miss it.. hey also this coming 28th nov also will be airing YAKITATE JA-PAN, a story about a young boy who love to make pastries and his ambition in making the most delicious ‘japan pastries’ lol hey! i maybe have wrote about this before right?? oppss sorry… anyway, its a cool manga so i cant wait to see it in anime form….

also yesterday, i watch ‘little miss sunshine’ gosh, i think that its one of the most brilliant film that i ever watch, its so fun.. althought its been graded as a B-class film, i think its more than that, its the story about a family who is on the way to compete their daughter into ‘little miss sunshine beauty competition(hence the name of the movie)’ they went a lot of trouble and seems like they been hit with more trouble on the way, here’s what i can tell about the family,

from what i can observe, this movie really touch the very basic of our human nature, the feeling of incompetent, perfectionist, breakdown and everything in between, this movie really took me to think to love our own family even how worst they may be compared to other as u might think.

it won alot of recognition and even make it to the academy award,

so i hope anyone whose reading this watch it okay?

  hello… it’s been awhile that i send any post, well its because i don’t have anything good to say anyway..

  so its been november already.. and still i’m stuck at home just doing nothing and watching tv, and wasting my time, what did i do to recieved this kind of fate!!? hahaha i guess i been a bad bad person right?? have i?? i think i did…

  hey!! whats cool to watch this month?? in animax in 28 nov is the premier of ‘yakitate ja-pan’ its about a japanese boy who truly madly in love with pastries and wanted to make the greatest japanese pastries, will it be true?? i read its manga in a magazine, its very fun to read and sometime can bring laughter in you…

  hey if you have any show that you like, tell me because i want to watch it also…. ok??~

   i just went for an interview a few weeks ago, at first i think that i did well, but then after i think what i said and thinking what the interviewer might think i suddenly realize that my chance of getting the programme that i wanted is very slim. not only i answered them wrong but i think my atitude rubbed them the wrong way.

or did i think too much about it and imagine too much, i dont know i guess when you really want something, u will always think about anything that connected to what you wish for,

  i myslef a very cautious person, i tend to think what other might think about me. i.e maybe i look so stupid to them or just plain ego, although people see me as a out-going person. it seem that i cant live to their expectation. i tried, tried really hard, but it seems that i can’t fulfilled all what they need.

wahahaha.. what am i kidding.. who the hell gonna read this anyway!!! but then again i felt so much lighter now… hikhikhik.. thanks for viewing my blog!!!!! although u have maybe wasted ur time here… lol

     i cant believe its august already, i really cant imagine what i’ve done this past month, all i remember is playing friendster, surfing the net, watching the tv etc, gosh.. what am i suppose to do with my life. you know having to be stuck at home doing nothing is quite boring, my dad just been transfered to teach in another school, and me and my mum are the one left at home, pretty boring right?

     i really want to travel in other country, someone pls help me ^^, nah just kidding, all i got to do is to watch channel 11- discovery travel and adventure- i see alot of places and peoples there,

    i know i really dont know what course to take for my diploma, is ‘communication and media’ good enough? or should i stick to the subject that i’ve learnt in school(science)

  alright then, lets read this poem penned by: